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lost; drowning in the anxiety of learning disabilities
lost. straight up drowning. crippling fucking anxiety. learning disabilities i’m still figuring out the shape of, and a default setting to defeatism that never asks permission before it kicks in: bedridden to my gravity blanket form. and while i’m already down there kicking my own teeth in, my mom decides to pile on. “you’re not…
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maintaining a forward momentum when seemingly faced with a void; choosing humility over shame
last time i felt this determined towards an interest was when i was my interests towards playing music music, more specifically with guitar, fx pedals, dj’ing and and Ableton. always craving more no matter how much i didn’t understand about. i’m beginning to feel that feeling to double down in the face of a largely…
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the handed-down day
so it’s the fourth of july. everybody’s grilling, the sky’s gonna get loud later, and i’m sitting here thinking about a calendar. here’s the thing that’s been rattling around my skull all day: the philippines got “given” its independence by the US on this exact date, july 4, 1946. the same day america throws its…
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week six: responsive design, css grid, and walking into the sun like a dumbass
so here’s the thing about momentum: it doesn’t ask if you’re ready. the past few days i went from “can i even catch the fuck up?” … to being genuinely, actually caught up. back on my roadmap where week six is supposed to live. i don’t fully trust it yet. good things make me suspicious.…
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