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the handed-down day
so it’s the fourth of july. everybody’s grilling, the sky’s gonna get loud later, and i’m sitting here thinking about a calendar. here’s the thing that’s been rattling around my skull all day: the philippines got “given” its independence by the US on this exact date, july 4, 1946. the same day america throws its…
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today the room finally stopped feeling like an emergency
**let me preface this post with the stipulation of me being stoned during this post and lazy to emphasize text, here we go: today didn’t start as a disaster, which, lately, is basically a miracle. and instead of waiting for the floor to fall out, i actually did the unglamorous shit that keeps me upright:…
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studying web dev while my 24/7 twitch stream slowly eats my wallet and soul; send halp
today felt like one of those weird “this actually counts” days, even though my brain tried to write it off half a dozen times.i woke up under-slept, dragged myself into the day, and only really turned the lights on after a two‑hour power nap. after that, energy finally came up instead of hovering at “half‑dead.”…
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i can see colors again
so today was my last day at TMS. i don’t really know how to open a post like that without it sounding either too small or too fucking huge, so i’ll just say it plain: i graduated. i’m done. and i’m sitting here trying to process the fact that the thing i’ve been driving to…
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