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today is too loud, but i’m still trying to make something worth reading (and worth supporting)
today started in a way that almost pissed me off with how normal it looked. i woke up from a night terror, heart still racing, brain already doing eviction math before i even checked my phone. the easy move would’ve been to stay in bed, scroll bullshit, and pretend the day hadn’t technically started yet.…
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studying web dev while my 24/7 twitch stream slowly eats my wallet and soul; send halp
today felt like one of those weird “this actually counts” days, even though my brain tried to write it off half a dozen times.i woke up under-slept, dragged myself into the day, and only really turned the lights on after a two‑hour power nap. after that, energy finally came up instead of hovering at “half‑dead.”…
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not an end; just a fucking pitstop
i thought i was getting set back. turns out i was just finally admitting i needed a better foundation. i’m gonna say the quiet part out loud: this pitstop was the right move. not the sexy move. not the “look at me crushing it” move. the right move. because when i sat down and tried to push…

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