Month: September 2026
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new album obsession
blog title speaks for itself. do yall’selves a favor, and give it a listen. ya welcome ^_^
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topsy turvy
i haven’t posted since a week ago today mainly due to how down i’ve been feeling about the imminent eviction. it has basically rendered me inert. i haven’t been sleeping much. i haven’t been studying much. i haven’t been exercising much. i haven’t been feeling too much. this week’s and this morning’s Spravato (Esketamine) treatments…
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eight holes in the wall and a sunrise i didn’t ask for
typing this from the waiting room before my spravato treatment, which feels like the exact right place to be writing a post like this. let’s just get into it: i’ve been having fits of rage. actual fits. not “ugh i’m frustrated” — i mean eight holes in the wall in one night kind of rage.…